Love Handles

I’m pretty sure I’m not gonna pass Biology with a C and that’s a prerequisite for the Anatomy, Microbiology, and Physiology.  So now i cant register for those classes the next semester.

Since my major is Nursing, I need to have tip top grades. My science classes= 3.0 , over all GPA=3.0 What’s my GPA now? 2.9 Probably less once this Biology grade is in.

Since my major is Nursing, I need to stand out being that it’s a competitive field. It’s so discouraging seeing people switch to other majors because of how difficult it is to get accepted into nursing programs.With my make-it-happen nature, it wont come that easy and so fast. It feels well beyond my reach. I really want to be an RN.

It’s hard getting into the classes I need because there’s limited space and classes. Damn you more budget cuts!

My mom and Riona aren’t haterading but are still not on TeamSebastian.

I really want to be saving my money but it’s hard with all the stuff to pay for.

Finally stepping into the real/adult world and starting to learn more about things like how to buy a car, dealing with insurance, managing my money, being responsible with actual payments.

Hello World. I’m ready for ya.

You text me more like you have a lot more to share to me or you’re just being very attentive. You make me feel better when I get those insecure moments, assuring that I’m the only one. You show me text messages of people you texted to show me that there’s nothing to hide anymore. You made me smash the cell phone I saw horrid messages between you and your ex on. You tell me you miss me all the time and I feel the sincerity of it. You apologize for little things you wouldn’t ever before. You are patient with me when I get angry. You force me to look at you and tell me everything’s okay.

I see less of your overpowering pride and more of your love and willingness to make things better.

I got 99 problems but you are definitely not one.

I’ve gone through things no girlfriend should ever go through.

I’ve been cheated on, betrayed, lied to (multiple times), disrespected, belittled all by the same person.

My head really tells me to runaway from it as far as I can but my heart won’t let me. the smart thing to do would be to back off.

It’s gonna be really really hard getting that trust again. Like REALLY hard. But my heart is so invested. Hopefully this time around it’ll be better.

Starting from zero. The past is past. Let’s work on the future.

I’m the stupidest girl in the world.

I know ok. Don’t scold me for it.